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2007-01-05T23:45:00.000-08:00

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2007 !!!!

2006-12-31T23:28:00.000-08:00

I had a great New Years Eve in Palm Harbor, FL. I did a show at the Comedy Zone. It was good to be among friends......Thanks Carlos, Mike, and staff. You guys rock! It was a good night. Now I find myself in my hotel room..... sober, blogging, and watching Fox News....(Thats a good thing) Last year at this time I was fighting a drunk person over car keys !!!!.....LOL
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!
-SK

Rent

2006-12-30T15:28:00.000-08:00

IF YOU DON'T FORGIVE AND LET GO THEN YOU ARE LETTING THAT PERSON LIVE IN YOUR HEAD RENT FREE !!!!

Florida/NYE

2006-12-29T22:58:00.000-08:00

I stood outside today with just a t-shirt and jeans on....YES IM IN TAMPA, FL !!!
I'll be in FL till Jan 7th. I'll post some pics. The sun feels great. I'm looking forward to New Years Eve...last year was the worst NYE ever, it was also the worst night of my life. This NYE has to be better !!!! Its funny how time really does heal......hmmm.
-SK

2007 Resolutions

2006-12-27T15:44:00.000-08:00

Christmas is over. 2007 will be here in a week. I've made some resolutions; physical, emotional and spiritual. Physically; I will get into the best shape of my life. This past year was crazy and I slacked off when it came to working out. I know that working out will make me feel better over all. Emotionally and mentally; I will never again allow another person to rob me of my self worth and dignity. I will continue to believe in love, but I will go into it with my eyes WIDE open. People make mistakes, so I will forgive and in return, hopefully be forgiven. I will hold on to the good memories and let go of the painful ones. I will strive to be the best man and dad I can be.
2006 was filled with painful changes, but I needed the changes, I see that now. Time to move forward and live again, and I will LIVE again. I spent 2006 sitting and existing, not LIVING. I guess I didn't have the strength to get up, but I do now. Its good to feel good again.
-SK

FEELS LIKE TODAY
I woke up this morning, With this feeling inside me that I can't explain.
Like a weight that I've carried's been carried away, But I know something is coming.
I don't know what it is but I know it's amazing, to save me, my time is coming
And I'll find my way out, of this longest route.

Yes, it feels like today, I know. It feels like today, I'm sure.
It's the one thing that's missing, the one thing I'm wishing, life's sacred blessing.
It feels like today.

You treat life like a picture, But it's not a moment that's frozen in time.
It's not gonna wait till you make up your mind, so while this storm is breaking,
While there's light at the end of the tunnel, keep running towards it,
Releasing the pressure, that makes heart aches: Soon this dam will break.

Yes, it feels like today, I know. It feels like today, I'm sure.
It's the one thing that's missing, the one thing you're wishing,
Life's sacred blessing, It feels like today.
Feels like today.

Christmas

2006-12-24T19:20:00.000-08:00

Just finished Christmas eve with my family. My kids left and will be with their mom tomorrow, so I get to spend Christmas with my TV and Mt. Bike ! I wish December 26th would hurry up and get here !! ("The glass is half full, not half empty".....I keep telling myself that anyway) I'd rather be snowboarding in Colorado.......maybe next year! I hope everyone out there reading this has a great Christmas! I know 2007 is going to be GREAT !!!

-SK

My Future...

2006-12-19T09:36:00.000-08:00

Things are looking up. The past is just that.....the past. I know that my future looks bright, and I am worth it. Life can suck at times, but it does pass. There is a time to hurt, and even feel sorry for yourself, but there is also a time to stand up, shake it off and move on.
I refuse to be held down by my past pain. I can't control what others do to me, but I can control how I let it affect me. 2007 is going to be a good year. I have made a lot of resolutions for the new year. One of my resolutins is to surround myself with people with character and integrity.....people who make me want to be a better man.
-SK

NY

2006-12-18T23:12:00.000-08:00

So far I've had a great week in Rochester, NY. No snow here !! I still haven't done any Christmas shopping, because I'm a man. I'm looking forward to being with my family next week and then heading to Florida for a couple of weeks. I'm in Tampa for New years eve, then Jacksonville Beach for the first week of January. I'm not sure which I love more, the mountains or the beach. Today is the first day of the rest of my life, and today is going to be a good one. Hope everyone out there has a good holiday season.
-SK

Im Done....

2006-12-18T23:09:00.000-08:00

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Thank God 2006 is coming to an end !!!! 2006 has been the worst year of my life so far. Or maybe the best....(only time will tell) I do know its been the hardest I've ever been thru. I experienced..a lot..of personal loss this year. One of the losses was a relationship. Its been tough to trust again and I guess I'm still not there. Since I've been "back out there" or "on the Market again" I have met a lot of different types. I've met a few really cool girls, but my head and heart wasn't ready for anything at the time. As I've started to come out of this fog, I've met some crazy ones too, and it seems the prettier they are, the crazier they are. I've met..more than one that is in love with her own reflection. I went out with one who swore that she would never be caught dead wearing tennis shoes with jeans, and never would own a pair of flip flops !!! She only made me realize that I truly love a girl who wears little to no make-up, flip flops,..and torn jeans !!! (now that is sexy) If you have to try that hard, you should give up! (am I the only one who thinks that?) I guess what I'm trying to say is.....I"M DONE. I don't want to play the "game" of finding someone special anymore. Maybe thats the key....stop looking and she will bump into me at the mall food court. (HA). Besides whenever..I seem to..meet someone special, they usually live to far away !!!! Life of an entertainer can really suck at times.....OK I'll stop bitching now!
-SK

Grinch

2006-12-18T23:08:00.000-08:00

Monday, December 11, 2006
I hate the Holiday season...... Does that make me a grinch? (I think I'll head to the beach)

No Words From You.....(LONGMONT)

2006-12-18T23:02:00.000-08:00

Saturday, December 02, 2006

(The silence that can drive you crazy, but at the same time,..its the one..thing that is needed to start living again. No pain, no gain! 93% of what we worry about never happens.....and of the 7% that does...we can't do anything about 4% of it)

LONGMONT
Who are you now? Are you still the same or did you change somehow?
What do you do, at this very moment When I think of you?
And when I'm looking back on how we were young and stupid
Do you remember that ?

No matter how I fight it, can't deny it, I just can't let you go
I still care about you, even though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
......But still no word from you

Instead of moving on, it seems I refuse to see,
I keep coming back. Guess I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last

I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that I still care about you,
even though everything's been said and done
I still feel you, like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you.
I wish I could find you just like you found me.

...But still no word from you

OKC BLIZZARD !!!

2006-12-18T23:01:00.000-08:00

Friday, December 01, 2006
I'm snowed in, here in OKC, Oklahoma. This is the second night the club cancelled the show due to bad weather. So now I'm feeling sorry for myself as I sit and eat eggs and blog in a iHop restaurant (well wouldn't you feel sorry for yourself too!!!)
I'll be in Atlanta next week. (Punchline Comedy Club) Looking to forward to hanging out with friends and looking for a new place to live (I may be moving to the ATL)
My days are much better, my head is clear, and the pain from past events has faded away. Now I just have memories. Its funny how hurt and anger can prevent you from remembering the good times we have shared with others. Its good to have memories that make me smile.
-SK

....spilled "BEANS"

2006-11-24T12:45:00.000-08:00

..spilled "BEANS"
Current mood: hopeful

..There is no use in crying over spilled milk.. (or spilled "Beans")...Yea, well...its easier said than done.. !!!
Have you ever been lied to and betrayed by someone you loved with all your heart ? (It sux) in fact its the worse feeling in the world. Sometimes people change, and end up doing things you didn't think they were capeable of.(And that REALLY sux!) Abandonment and rejection can be devestating. Thru it all I learned that there are just some things in life you can't control....actually, the only thing I CAN control, is how I allow the behavior/actions of others affect me. I spent a long time being hurt and trying to "fix" everything. I let it drive me crazy... to the point where I started to become someone I didn't like. There comes a point where enough is enough. Some people believe that it takes great strength to hold on.....but in reality, it takes so much more strength to let go. I finally realized that no matter how much I've been hurt, I will only continue to hurt myself if I hold on to any hate and anger. I will not be able to love again if I hold on to the past....You can't move on with the future if the painful past is still present. Time heals all wounds, but it can't if you hold on to the negative emotions. I finally chose to forgive her, and forgiveness has allowed me to see her in a different light. Forgiveness does not excuse the other person....but it does free YOU to become a better person. It has allowed me to walk away with no ill feelings in my heart. I believe that if you really loved someone, you may not want them in your life anymore, but you will always care about them.

MY WISH
I hope the days come easy and moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walking till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
This is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, and the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.

But More than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
This is my wish.

Can it get any worse? ...!!!!

2006-11-22T19:56:00.000-08:00

Its the night before Thanksgiving and I am stranded on the road. Last year I was with someone I loved eating turkey...this year, it will be at Denny's and a Holiday Inn.......I'll start from the beginning.... My car died today on the way to a gig in NC (blown head gasket) As I was attempting to rent a car, I was told my license was expired, and you can't rent a car if you have an expired license !!! So now I find myself in a hotel room blogging and feeling sad and stupid !! I'll get home...just not in time to be with my family.
I'll hang here and think about last year, and hope for a better next year !!!
-SK

Let go....

2006-11-08T21:33:00.000-08:00

They say that holding on and hanging in there are signs of true strength; but I think that it takes so much more strength to just let go.......its time

LIVE

2006-10-30T10:08:00.000-08:00

I was in Jacksonville, FL in August. A friend of mine came to see me and brought a date with her, a 28 year old guy. He was a really nice guy with a great sense of humor. She called me yesterday and told me that he was in a freak accident and died this past Sat. It really sucked to get that call. Another friend of mine, in his late 30's, just found out that he is sick and could die. Life isn't always fair OR fun, so live it as though its your last day. Give love, and laugh a lot. Forgive others and make ammends if you need forgiveness. (Even though mean people suck....lol) Set goals and work toward them, but don't forget to smell the roses along the path.
LIVE don't merely exist.....we don't know how long we have here on earth

Inventory

2006-10-23T15:53:00.000-07:00

Wow....Just when I thought it was over, I get hit with something completely different.....from behind ! I've always heard that life is too short......well I believe that it really is. I find myself asking a lot of inventory questions....... Give or take, love or hate, forgive or vengance, live or exist, hug or push, cry or scream, open or closed, transparent or shady, peaceful or angry, unconditional or conditional, daddy or just a father, truth or lies, job well done or regrets .. When its all over, what will I leave behind ? What will they say about me ?.......... (The pain of discipline is temporary, but regret is forever)
-SK

Circumstances

2006-10-16T16:59:00.000-07:00

Just finished a busy week Mon-Wed I was in Jax Beach, FL visiting friends and meeting with some people for the upcoming movie shoot. Thu-Sun I was in Macon, GA. I performed at the Whiskey River Comedy Club. What a beautiful room....one of the best in the nation.....YES !!!....IN GEORGIA !! Now I'm just recovering for a few days before heading to Tampa. I'm excited about the movie project, I'll keep everyone updated.
Its good to be in the sun again, after a long time in a funk, I'm getting my color back !!! I'm focused on the important things in life. I'm taking care of myself so I can be the best person, father, son. friend and comedian/actor I can be (in that order). Life is too short to let it hold you down, it can, and will get you down, just don't let it hold you down. "Circumstances do not make a person...they merely reveal what a person is made of.".....someone told me that once, and its true. If we don't like what the circumstances reveal in us......THEN CHANGE !!!! I know I had to make some painful changes.
-SK

STEROTYPE

2006-10-13T17:20:00.000-07:00

A sterotype exist because its usually true. But most people forget that the word usually does not mean ALWAYS !!!! Remember that the next time you judge a person according to what a sterotype says about them. If I think someone is an ass, its not because of a sterotype....Its because I have taken the time to get to know them, and they have displayed the behavior of an ass. Remember, some white people CAN dance. Not ALL entertainers are dogs, and not ALL lawyers are unethical......lol
-SK

Breath....

2006-10-12T12:49:00.001-07:00

Sometimes life deals us things that make us feel like we are going to die, but in reality it only makes us stronger. I've been thru times like these. Many of you out there know what I have been thru. During these times, I found that the only thing I could do is tell myself to breath, and put one foot in front of the other. I knew the storm could not, and would not last forever. When the storm ended I had to take inventory of my life and make changes to avoid the same storm. I will go thru storms again, but I will be stronger when I do. So if you are out there going thru hell.....remember.....Breath.

Nothing but an empty page
breathing in an open space
and captured by your moments gaze again
and there's so much I left behind
and even more that waits in time, everything's so undefined
I'm standing on the edge of my fear, and I see it clear

Here's my resolution
I'm letting go
all I need to learn is along this road
and I just want to be the best man I can be
Breath....it's my resolution

Living life without a plan
and finding solace where I stand
Learning how to love again
And all I want is something real, that I can feel

Here's my resolution
I'm letting go
and all I need to learn is along this road
and I just want to be the best man i can be
Breath.... it's my resolution

Springfield Funny bone

2006-10-08T16:04:00.000-07:00

Just finished up a great weekend in Springfield, IL (Funny bone Comedy Club)
I always have a blast there.... Don Jr. (Bid "D") runs a great club. The staff is always cool and Springfield always has great crowds. I'm feeling a little run down today, but am headed to the beach tomorrow (Jax beach).
.....remember, life may suck at times, but you gotta keep living. Breath and just keep going. (deep thought of the day)
-SK

Can't sleep !!!

2006-10-04T19:10:00.000-07:00

I can't sleep...nothing unusual !! I had a great week in Milwaukee, and am headed to the Funnybone in Springfield, IL this weekend. I've had a few days off with my son, its been good. I head to FL and GA next week, I'm looking forward to hitting the beach. Life is better these days. Time heals all wounds.....there is always a calm after the storm.
-SK

Resolution.....I can't hate you anymore......

2006-10-03T00:29:00.000-07:00

(I've finally come to a good place in my life, a place of resolution. Confusion may still exist,
but the hate and anger is gone. Its good to be here, its somewhere I'd like to stay.)

...I chased away the shadows of your name
And burned the picture in the frame
but it couldn't save me
how could you quit something we never even tried ?
you still can't tell me why

We built it up to watch it fall
Like we meant nothing to you at all
I gave and gave the best of me
but couldn't give you what you need
You walked away; you stole my life
Just to find what you are looking for
but no matter how I try
I can't hate you anymore

Sometimes you hold so tight
it slips right through your hands
Will I ever understand ?

I can't hate you anymore
I don't hate you anymore

First Day

2006-10-01T11:33:00.000-07:00

Its cool when you have new people come into your life that remind you that there is always hope. Life can suck sometimes....but it can also be great. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Dawn is the best part of the day !!!
-SK

Feels Like Today

2006-09-25T16:41:00.000-07:00

I woke up this morning,
With this feeling inside me that I can't explain.
Like a weight that I've carried's been carried away, away.
But I know something is coming.
I don't know what it is but I know it's amazing,
To save me, my time is coming
And I'll find my way out,
Of this longest route.

Yes, it feels like today, I know.
It feels like today, I'm sure.
It's the one thing that's missin',
The one thing I'm wishin',
Life's sacred blessin'.
It feels like today.

You treat life like a picture,
But it's not a moment that's frozen in time.
It's not gonna wait till you make up your mind, at all.
So while this storm is breakin',
While there's light at the end of the tunnel,
Keep running towards it,
Releasing the pressure, that makes heart aches:
Soon this dam will break.

Feels like today.....